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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

most of the times dont people read harry potter again to understand better? when u read something again, u will have a deeper understanding or a completely different understanding of certain things. just like watching a movie or drama u like or it means something special to u though not to others, u learn new things. even from games, u learn ways of life. The good people in games of movies, dramas that were fantastic enough to leave a deep impression in u, u atomatically set them as an example of life. U tend to learn how he or she treats people and his or her knowledge of life. Different people have different point of views. it is unfair if some biatch come telling u like " oh, u've read or seen this thing heeps of times, it is not some kind of great movie or book!" I dun need people to tell me that, i noe waz beneficial to me. GOD DAMN U! I'M 13 AND SOON I'M GONNA BE 14, I'M OLD ENOUGH TO TELL WAZ BENEFICIAL TO ME!!!!! Everyone's different. something that u think is benefical doesn mean it's beneficial to me even if we have blood relationships, it does not make us the same person. Just like twins, they definitely may look the same, but their personality is always different. Being siblings does not make it that i must do the same thing u do, and i must always listen to ur rubbish. Do this and do that being a slave to you. It's just that u are older than me and u r on a vacation here, it doesn mean that i cant be myself during this period. I'd very much like to be myself cuz i'm happy the way i am, but u are forcing me 2 NOT be myself creating great trouble and pain inside me that's invisible to naked eyes!!!!!!!! U R NOT QUEEN OR PRINCESS!!! U can be ur princess at ur house but not in mine!!! i've tolerated u long enough. u r the worst kind of human or i should say animal i've ever met in my life. Even those back in singapore who used to hate me respects my rights and likes me now!! WHO THE HELL ARE YOU???? YOU R NOTHING BUT A "PRINCESS " LEAVING IN UR OWN FANTASY. i dont given a damn about u using my stuff or wat so ever, cuz i still respect u despite ur arrogance. if u really expect others to respect u, u have to respect them regardless or age barriers.
It is not fair that i have to give a damn bout ur feelings when u dont even care about mine. I admitt that u've help me and bought me presents in the past. but dont forget! U r standing here today in aus and yesterday in sing, is because of the help from my family not ur dad's. i dont deny that ur fought ur way here. but u wouldn be able to make it completely without our help!!! Compared to those in poor families who really fought very hard and made it out here with the help of no one but themselves, U R NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

flew into your heart at [10:43 AM]

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